I found this to be the hardest Message I had ever written and when I first wrote it I Prayed for the courage to forward it on and also when I Posted parts of it years ago on Freedomborn and other Posts with the same Focus. I’m praying again now but the one thing that prompted my Heart to share it than and now is that it may save a Child’s Life because regardless of how Little they are they are still a Person of Worth.
Also after hearing about Queensland’s Abortion Legalization Conscience Vote a few days ago I felt very much the need to share again what I believe and know to be True about Abortion, it is what my Conscience also tells me….. In One Word it is Murder! as Confirmed by God’s Truth below and by experiencing personally the Heartbreaking devastation of Abortion which only as a Christian have I been able to overcome.
Queensland Abortion Legalization is to be put to a Conscience Vote and next week it is expected to pass Legislation to decriminalize Abortion after the Opposition Liberal National Party decided to allow its MPs a Conscience vote, it will pave the way for the removal of Abortion from the 1899 Criminal Code.
The Laws will also provide safe access Zones around Abortion Clinics as well as allowing for a Baby to be Aborted up to 22 weeks gestation, which as confirmed Medically is by than a fully formed Human being but Spiritually had a Soul and was known by God at Conception and yes before too. They are the Innocents in His Heart as are all Children until they are of an age to choose good and evil with understanding of their Eternal Consequences.
Psalm 139:13-16 For thou hast possessed my reins, Thou hast covered me in my Mother’s womb. I will praise Thee for I am Fearfully and Wonderfully made, Marvellous are Thy Works and that my Soul knoweth right well. My substance was not hid from Thee when I was made in Secret and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Thine eyes did see my substance yet being unperfect and in thy book all my members were written which in continuance were fashioned when as yet there was none of them.(KJV)
Jeremiah 1:5 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee and before thou camest forth out of the Womb I Sanctified thee and I Ordained thee a Prophet unto the Nations.(KJV)
So what does our Conscience tell us and does anyone really have the Right by accepting their Carnal Conscience as Authority to Murder The Innocents?……
Are you a Mum or Dad? if yes than how very Blessed you are to have had a part of giving Birth to your Child or Children.
John 16:21 A Woman when she is in travail hath sorrow because her hour is come but as soon as she is delivered of the Child she remembereth no more the anguish for joy that a Man is Born into the World.(KJV)
But what if someone had said that you can only choose one or you are better off not having a Child so it has to be Terminated now? Which one of your Children that you Love would you choose to willingly end their Life before they had a chance to Live it?
What if you asked your Child if they wished they had been Aborted instead of being Born? What would their response be do you think? and what if you had known them as you know them now during Pregnancy? Would you have Aborted them by choice?
I have had 7 Children 6 died during Birth or before and my first one was Aborted when I was not yet 15 years old. Nobody knew at the time except my Boyfriend who was frightened of being charged with Carnal Knowledge and so put a lot of pressure on me to abort our Baby and also the Doctor who did the Abortion and it was not hard to find this willing Doctor who was a well known Macquarie Street Gynecologist but also preformed Abortions even though they were illegal but as we know Money can buy almost anything.
Did this Doctor have my best interests at Heart, No of course not, he also Raped me when I went back for my 6 week Check up and he said to me after; “Now we both have a Secret!” he knew I could not tell anyone, I lived in fear of Male Doctors for many years.
I was too young to realize the impact Aborting my Baby would have on my Life and I was also too immature to make such a very Soul-destroying decision but because there was a lot of pressure from my Boyfriend and I was also encouraged by the Doctor to think it would be OK and not really matter, he said I could have more Babies when I chose to and after all it was just like a Chooks Egg even though I was almost 5 mths Pregnant. There seemed no other way at the time but to Murder your own Child leaves many scars that only Jesus our Lord and Saviour can heal after Repentance.
During my first Marriage after the loss of 3 Stillborn Baby girls and 3 other Babies when I was almost at 5mths gestation without a reason given and only to be told it’s just one of those unexplainable things, of course I looked back with great sadness and wondered what if….,
At the time I lost my Babies and for many years after I grieved greatly and I had no Hope like I do now of being with them, I also thought it was because of damage done at the time of my Abortion that they died and yes this is True for some, although today I know this is not why my other 6 Babies died and this knowledge overwhelmed me with Joy but more so with knowing I will be with them Eternally.
But even though I was never able to hold my own Children close to my Heart as I shared in a Poem about them on the Link below, I have known and still have much Joy being Auntie Anne or Grannie Annie to other People’s Children all ages.Yes for sure my arms have also ached to Hold all my Babies and to tell them I Love them, especially the little one whom I robbed of her right to Live when I was pressured to do so. I call her Charmaine but she may be Charlie, I won’t know until I’m with all my Babies in Heaven.
Jesus Holds my Babies- https://freedomborn.wordpress.com/2011/09/22/jesus-holds-my-babies/
Yes Thankfully I have no doubt today and rejoice that my Babies are in God’s Arms of Love and they have all only ever known Joy with Him. I also have full assurance after my Heart Repentance that I am forgiven but much the same as King David, Paul the Apostle and many other Christians, I can never take lightly hurting God and others including my own Baby.
With the invention of Ultrasound many Lives have been Saved and I was the first Woman in Australia in the early Seventies to have one for Pregnancy and the results later led to many Babies over the years being saved from death during their gestation or at Birth but I only found out about this wonderful reality recently.
Sadly Ultrasound has also been used to take Life and still is today. If my Birth Mother had this available when she was Pregnant with me because I was not wanted and I had more than one genetic disorder I would have been deleted! Yes it is True that during my Life from an early age I have experienced much suffering and heartache, it still is hard at times but I have also known and still have great inner Joy that I would not have known if I had been Aborted.
Yes I’m a much Loved Spiritual Child of The King of Kings and Lord of Lords and for sure what Satan meant for evil God uses for good.
But some ask; “What about Babies with known disabilities, or when the Mother has been raped” but should a Child be punished and robed of their right to Life because of the evil done by others and believe me many long to Adopt or Foster a Child as their own and they and the Children are very Blessed when they are able to do so as I have been too.
Psalm 113:9 He maketh the Barren Woman to keep house and to be a Joyful Mother of Children. Praise ye the LORD.(KJV)
Of course Sickness and disabilities are very much part of this fallen World even affecting Babies who are not Born yet but do we have the Choice to take away their right to live.
Just over 10 years ago during and after my Funday School, I use to look after Jody who was retarded, she was 25 but about 5 Mentally, her dolls were her sons and daughters and she loved and cared for them and to her everything was pretty.
Jody use to ask me regardless of the time of year to sing to her “Away In A Manger, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star and if your Happy and you know it Clap your Hands,” which she had heard the other Children Singing in my Funday School and in her Day Care Center. So as we walked the dogs I would sing to Jody while doing all the actions, yes I’m sure my Neighbors thought that I had lost it but her Smile was well worth it, yes this Woman-child brought great Joy to her Family, to me and no doubt to many others.
Perhaps Jody is not as bad as some are although she will always need extra care but than one day you or I may need that too. Or perhaps Euthanasia will be Legalized and it won’t be our choice but someone whose focus is on the purse strings and views us as a hindrance to balancing the budget instead of a person of Worth, so of course we will be expendable. Sadly when life has little value which is the real face of Abortion… then where does it end?
Please note – The Links+below are very dynamic and at times disturbing but they show clearly real deception in regard to Abortion which many are unaware of but perhaps when eyes are opened Hearts will be too and something will than be done to put a stop to this Holocaust of evil.
+ A Story about Life – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y3WHP7Q5dp8
+ Partial Birth Abortion Demonstration, Dr. Lile – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g46hlT_2804&feature=related
+ A Sad Abortion Story from a Babies focus – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1BIMLfWwSlI&feature=related
Scripture references for those who have Lost Infants – Deuteronomy 1:39 -Deuteronomy 24:16 – 2 Kings 14: 6 2 Chronicles 25:4 – 2 Samuel 12:23 – Matthew 19:13-14 – Psalm 147:3 – Luke 4:18 – Romans 9:11
Psalm 127:3-5 …Children are an Heritage of the LORD and the fruit of the womb is His reward. As arrows are in the hand of a mighty Man so are Children of the youth. Happy is the Man that hath his quiver full of them they shall not be ashamed but they shall speak with the enemies in the gate.(KJV)
Proverbs 17:6 Children’s Children are the Crown of Old Men and the glory of Children are their fathers.(KJV)
Matthew 18:1-6 At the same time came the Disciples unto Jesus saying; “Who is the Greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven?” And Jesus called a Little Child unto Him and set him in the midst of them. And said; “Verily I say unto you except ye be Converted and become as Little Children ye shall not enter into the Kingdom of Heaven, whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this Little Child the same is Greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven and whoso shall receive one such Little Child in My Name receiveth Me. But whoso shall offend One of these Little Ones which believe in Me it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck and that he were drowned in the depth of the Sea.”
Matthew 18:10 Take heed that ye despise not one of these Little Ones for I say unto you; “That in Heaven their Angels do always behold the face of My Father which is in Heaven.”(KJV)
Matthew 19:14 But Jesus said; “Suffer Little Children and forbid them not to come unto Me for of such is the Kingdom of Heaven.”(KJV)
Matthew 21:15-16 And when the Chief Priests and Scribes saw the Wonderful things that He did and the Children crying in the Temple and saying; “Hosanna to the son of David” they were sore displeased and said unto Him; “Hearest thou what these say?” and Jesus saith unto them; “Yea have ye never read out of the mouth of babes and sucklings thou hast Perfected Praise?(KJV)
Mark 9:36-37 And he took a Child and set him in the midst of them and when He had taken him in His arms He said unto them; “Whosoever shall receive one of such Children in My Name receiveth Me and whosoever shall receive Me, receiveth not Me but Him that sent Me..(KJV)
Mark 10:14-16 But when Jesus saw it he was much displease and said unto them; “Suffer the Little Children to come unto Me and forbid them not for of such is the Kingdom of God. Verily I say unto you; “Whosoever shall not receive the Kingdom of God as a Little Child he shall not enter therein.” And he took them up in His arms put His hands upon them and Blessed them. (KJV)
Exodus 23:7 Keep thee far from a false matter and the Innocent and Righteous Slay thou not for I will not justify the Wicked. (KJV)
Who are the Wicked? All those who choose to do evil without a Conscience that leads them to Heart Repentance and who justify instead the evil they do until death and Lead others to do the same.
Thank you for taking time to read my Focus on Abortion which as I shared before is Murder and it does indeed grieve God greatly as confirmed in the Scriptures above, so please Pray with me for His much Loved Little Ones, yes The Innocents.
Christian Love and God’s Blessings Now and Always – Anne (Grannie Annie)