Once again it was not good news when I went to Prince Charles Hospital during last week but the Doctor who saw me there had made his assessment again of my Heart on the Angiogram I had months ago before my Dental Clearance, he has not done any further Tests.
But my own Local Doctor whom I saw the next day and who has done more resent tests although the Cardiologist said they were not conclusive, still says my Heart is functioning OK at least for now and so he does not feel I need Open Heart Surgery at this time, although with him also knowing that my Heart valve is not functioning properly, he did not say that I would not have problems in the future but he did say; “Do as you feel in your Heart” perhaps with knowing I had been Miraculously Healed before.
At first I was very worried and experiencing fear after being told at Prince Charles Hospital by their Doctor that without Open Heart Surgery I could die without any warning at any time because of the Heart valve being dangerously faulty but than I was confused after what my own Doctor said and had doubts, will I live or not?
Only God knows the Future and the Time we have on earth, so I gave it all to Him, my doubts, my fears, all my worrying and confusion and as I looked back over the last week I can see our Abba Father’s wonderful Love, Mercy and Compassion reassuring me through the Miracle with Mo-Joe my dog which I shared about in my previous Post and also by what happened the next day with my Mobility Scooter when the Battery was nearly flat again.
It was getting dark and it was very cold, I hadn’t left a light on for Mo-Joe and Micky Moo thinking I would be home before dark but I had to charge the Battery at the Supermarket when it was Low which took time but wanting to get home it was not as long as was needed, this is why the Scooter started to slow right down again half way home.
I stopped and Prayed and yes I reached home but amazingly unlike it had done before when the Battery was very low, this time the Scooter didn’t even slow down and yet the lights would not go on so the Battery had no power but for how long I don’t know as my Battery indicator is faulty and only the Blue light flashes when the Battery is low, although it must have lost power sometime on my way home for it to be so flat, yes I did indeed reach home with God’s Power.
Another reassurance was Psalm 23 which had been in my thoughts all week even before I went to Prince Charles Hospital, the words; “Even though I walk through the Valley of the shadow of Death I will fear no evil” were also very much in my thoughts.
So with all this happening I am indeed assured that our Abba Father is right there with me in this raging Storm, yes He is indeed my Umbrella.
In one of the Poems which I wrote in 2006 that I Posted about some years ago and which God confirmed by a Sign and Wonder when I wrote them, some of the Words in this Poem were; “Do I understand God’s Purposes in this Life I may never know but I Trust and Believe His Promise that with Him only His Love will be shown” and yes this is very True in all areas of our Lives……
God has a good Plan for me as He has for all His Children that He knows as His own and no one can prevent God from fulfilling His purposes in and through us.
Please continue to Pray for me and Thank you for your Faithfulness, God has heard and answered and will continue to do so, Christian Love Always – Anne.