I have only recently found out why I lost my Babies in Childbirth, I had 3 Still Born girls and 3 other Babies who died at almost 5 mths gestation, there was another Baby that was aborted when I was a young Teenager it was a horrific experience and it is one reason why I stand against Abortion today, see link below…..
Abortion- https://freedomborn.wordpress.com/2011/11/25/mommy-please-love-me/
For many years as a Non – Christian and even as a Christian although knowing I was forgiven and One in Christ Jesus, I felt great guilt in believing because of the Abortion I may have been responsible for the death of my later Babies, it has been a heavy load to carry but God has removed it after finding out during a Pathology procedure recently that it was my Blood Type that made the Babies Miscarry and the others die at Birth.
They have only known about this irregularity in the Blood of Pregnant Woman for about 30 years which they discovered after I had lost my Children. Today Mothers have an injection which stops the Toxicity and so the Baby is no longer in danger. (see link below )
I have been giving Thanks to God for the Conversation with the Woman taking my Blood Sample that led me to discovering why I lost my Babies and with also knowing that I will be reunited in Heaven with my Children as confirmed in Scripture and in my Heart, you can imagine the Joy I’m experiencing.
We Live in a Fallen World that has sickness and death, it is not how God Created it and it is not His will we suffer, He does not willingly cause it but He is with us and gives us His Strength to endure and will intervene when needed even Miraculously. We do not walk alone in the darkness of this World, Jesus is our Guide and Light.
Isaiah 43:1-3 – Do not be afraid for I have ransomed you, I have called you by name you are mine. When you go through deep waters and great trouble I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty you will not drown! When you walk through the fire of oppression you will not be burned up the flames will not consume you. For I am The LORD your God, The Holy One of Israel your Saviour.”
Jeremiah 29 :11-12 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you says the LORD, thoughts of Peace and not of evil, to give you a Future and a Hope.
Lamentations 3: 33 For God doth not afflict willingly nor grieve the Children of Men.
Please pray with me for other Woman who have lost their Babies for whatever reason, it’s a Heartache that only The Lord can heal.
Christian Love and Blessings – Anne.
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Freedomborn 
How touching this is. I can imagine the pain, the fearful nights, the grief, the fear of condemnation and battle with acknowledging God’s forgiveness.
God is faithful despite how fallen the world is. His mercy triumphs over judgement. Thank God for making you strong.
Improvement in medicine is a good thing too.
Do you have a child or children now?
More of Lord Jesus to you.
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Thank you for your Compassion E. Luminous Aghosa and for your interest in my life. As a Christian I knew I was forgiven and that I would be reunited with my Babies even though I feared I was responsible for their deaths but before when I was an Atheist I was lost in despair.
No I never gave Birth to a Child that lived and when I Married Ron because of internal problems I had to have a Hysterectomy so I could not try again. We were also unable to Adopt because of Ron’s age but God has filled my Arms and Heart with other People’s Children in the Work and Ministries I have been involved in throughout my Life and I have known much Joy.
Christian Love and Blessings – Anne.
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What experiences. It is well.
Thanks for giving an answer to my question. It was kind of you.
It is amazing what the Lord can do when He gets hold of a person’s life. I pray that you find deeper fulfillment and satisfaction God.
More of Lord Jesus to you.
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I would like to share with you my Christian Brother E. Luminous a Truth that God gave me knowledge about in my Heart some years ago. Your People or to be exact all His Redeemed Colored Children, will lead the World into a Revival and this will be before the Rapture or First Sickle as it is called in Revelation, yes there will be a falling away but many will return because of your People’s witness to God’s Love and Mercy, they will see His reality by your Words and Actions which will express His great Love for them.
God bless your abundantly – Anne.
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Dear Anne, please forgive me for this late response to your heart felt message. I appreciate the message and I believe that God in His mercy is always reaching out to save man. He wants all to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. We pray that the truth will prevail and many will come to believe in Lord Jesus.
Thanks so much Dear Aunt Anne. Please pardon the delayed response. Lots of Love and more of Lord Jesus to you.
-Luminous.
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Thank you for responding E.Luminous and for your sharing, you have a great focus.
Blessings – Anne.
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My heart goes out to you Anne. Even though the pain may never fully go away while in the flesh…God gives us the strength and love to help keep us going. Im thankful He eased your pain. Theres no better place to be than in his loving arms. One day soon sister you will be reunited…one day soon.
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Thank you for your warm Compassion Jenecolvin, at the time of loosing my Babies I was devastated, with my being an Atheist in my thinking I had no hope but now as a Christian I know I will be reunited with my Children, so I have Eternal Hope, yes I remember my past but it’s without the pain and now without the guilt of feeling I was responsible for my Babies deaths.
Christian Love and Blessings – Anne.
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Praise the Lord!
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You are such a dear person – my heart aches with you over the loss of your babies here on earth. I thank God He gave you peace over the “why” and for His presence of strength and comfort for you all these years. Your babies are indeed waiting for you – and I will rejoice with you the day you get to hold them with tears of joys and not sorrow. (but we love you and selfishly pray God is not finished with you yet here on earth – 😀 )
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It seems WordPress has lost your Picture Patty and I had to approve your Comment, you must be making changes.
Thank you again for your Loving encouragement and for your Prayers and yes there will be much Joy in Heaven for all of us who Love The Lord.
Christian Love and Blessings Anne
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My friend it takes strength and faith to write this post. Your emotions must of been overflowing. I thank God you you have the faith to share your love of God with us all. With much love Barb
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Thank you my dear friend for your uplifting encouragement, as I have shared with you before I remember my past now but without the pain and as I look back I can see how my Abba Father was working in my life even when because of being deceived I believed He was just made up.
Christian Love and Blessings, I will be in touch soon – Anne.
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We are comforted in knowing that God is present with us as we process and mourn death and loss. I am thankful that God gave you the special blessing of learning the real reason why you lost your babies until heaven. Your faith is strong as you keep trusting God until He reveals answers to your questions!
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Thank you for your Loving encouragement Debbie, as usual it is always uplifting. God does indeed respond to our Heart needs with His Love and Compassion and over the years He has filled my Heart and Arms with other Peoples Children and I have known much Love and Joy. Most of them today call me Grannie Annie it use to be Auntie Anne but even when Shopping now they don’t want to see my Seniors Card, they say they believe me, yes I think I have arrived, or perhaps it’s the laugh lines Lol
Love you Debbie – Grannie Annie.
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I have always liked the sound of Grannie Annie! I like to call you that even if we are about the same age. It implies wisdom, strength and joy that has been refined with time! Yes indeed, you have arrived!
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I just finished writing Debbie about Grannie Annie and my Funday School which I will Post later, God is so amazing.
Thank you Debbie so much for your very Loving encouragement, there has been so many wonderful Blessings from God in my life, how could I not be uplifted by His Love. I may have shared the song below with you before but it really touches my heart, does it talk to you too?
Christian Love always – Annie.
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The words are beautiful! I picture God cupping our chins in His hands and inviting us to look up into His eyes. In that place, we feel His hope to rise up and over our difficulties to stand with God on the mountains!
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Beautiful Debbie , Thanks for sharing.
Blessings – Annie.
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I am so sorry for your loss Anne. I am glad you were able to put your guilt and burdens to rest in the discovery of this blood type that attacks the fetus. My mom lost 3 boys and felt her blood had a reaction to the male Gene. She was successful in birthing 3 girls. Thank God for His great compassion and friendship! What a friend we have in Jesus!
Blessings,
Jan
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Thank you for your Caring Compassion Jan, I do feel at Peace now and no longer in bondage to the guilt of believing I had harmed my Babies, although as I shared I knew I had been forgiven and we would be reunited but I still blamed myself.
Your Mum will also be reunited with her sons and you with your brothers, yes what a friend we have in Jesus who has made all this possible
Christian Love Always – Anne.
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Thank you Anne.❤️
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Great testimony! I am so sorry that you lost all your babies, but I’m glad that God has helped you manage that sorrow. 🙂
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Thank you Natalie for sharing in my Joy of now knowing why my Babies died, yes God is Love and sets us free from all that puts us into bondage.
Christian Love and Blessings – Anne.
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God understands all our Heartache and responds with Love and Compassion.
Blessings – Grannie Annie.
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Yes He lifts us up when we are down and gives us His Peace and Joy which in Him can only be found.
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You are strong. Our friend is struggling with a miscarriage that she and her husband went through. These things don’t completely heal. Thank God for being with us through the sorrow. Thank you for your honesty and bravery in sharing. I am very encouraged by your example.
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Sorry to hear about your friend’s loss Scott, yes the memory will always be there but God heals the pain and restores again His Peace and inner Joy and with me all my life my Arms and Heart have been filled with other Peoples Children and I have known much Love from them, what was lost was found.
Christian Love and Blessings – Anne.
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My sister had a blood disorder in that she was ‘negative’ and did have to have something prior to giving birth to ensure safe delivery…
It must have been such a heartache (and still) to have lost your little ones…. Diane
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Thank you for your Loving Compassion Diane, good to hear they were able to save your Sister’s babies, how wonderful for her.
Yes I still remember the emptiness I felt at the time of loosing my little ones but without the guilt now and knowing we will all be reunited gives me great inner Joy which I never had as an Atheist . As I have shared before Diane, God has filled my Arms and Heart with other People’s Children over the years and I have known much Love from them and still do.
Christian Love Always – Anne.
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God bless you Anne and praise God you have gotten answers to your heartache and suffering. Now give it all to the Lord and walk in the freedom from the guilt, shame, blame, etc, etc, etc. He has set you free.
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Thank you Sue for your uplifting encouragement and yes God has set me free and I no longer feel guilt and shame or am I still blaming myself with now knowing it was a genetic disorder, we do indeed live in a fallen World but in Heaven we will know only great inner Joy, no death or sorrow. It has and will always be One day at a time for me but what a wonderful Eternal Future awaits us.
Christian Love Always – Anne.
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