.Are you a Mum or Dad? Then how blessed you are to have had a part of giving birth to your Child or Children. But what if someone had said that you can only choose one or you are better off not having a Child; it has to be terminated? Which one would you choose, and would you willingly choose to end the life of the Child you now Love?
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What if you asked your Child or Children if they wished that they had been aborted instead of being born? What would their response be, and what if you had known them as you know them now when they were conceived? Would you have aborted by choice?
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I lost seven Children, one that I aborted when I was almost 15 years of age. Nobody knew except my boyfriend and the Doctor who later raped me knowing I couldn’t tell anyone, he said to me after, “Now we both have a secret!”
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I was too young to realize the impact this would have on my life and I was also too immature to make such a soul-destroying decision but because there was pressure I was encouraged to think it would be OK and not really matter, I was told it was just like a chooks egg even though I was over 4mths gestation and also assured that I could have more babies when I chose to.
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There seemed no other way, and it was not hard to find a willing Doctor, a well known Macquarie Street Gynecologist, even though at the time Abortion was illegal, but as you know money can buy almost anything. But to murder your own Child leaves many scars that only Jesus our Lord and Saviour can heal.
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After the loss of 3 stillborn baby girls and 3 others over 4 months gestation without a reason given and only to be told it’s just one of those unexplainable things, do you think I did not look back with great sadness and wonder what if, yes there was probably damage done at the time of the Abortion and sadly I never was able to hold my own Children.
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I have no doubt that my Babies are in God’s arms and they have only ever known Joy and I have full assurance that I am forgiven, but much the same as King David and Paul the Apostle and many other Christians, I can never take lightly hurting God and others including my own baby.
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My arms have ached to hold all my babies and tell them I Love them, especially the little one I chose to kill, I call her Charmaine but she may be Charlie; I won’t know until I’m with them all in Heaven.
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” The damage of Abortion is not just physical. “
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With the invention of Ultrasound many lives have been saved but sadly it is now being used to take life, if my Birth Mother had this available when she was pregnant with me because I have a genetic disorder I would have been deleted! My life has been hard one but I have also known and still know great Joy that I would not have known.
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I use to look after a retarded women for a short time each week. Jodie was then 25 but about 5 mentally and emotionally. Her dolls are her daughters and sons and she loves and cares for them, and to her every thing is pretty. She use to ask me regardless of the time of year to sing Away In A Manger and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star to her. I did this as I walked the dogs with her, actions and all. I’m sure all my neighbors thought that I had lost it, but her smile was well worth it. This woman-child brought great Joy to me and still does to many others.
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Perhaps she is not as bad as some are and yes she will always need extra care, but one day you or I may need that too. Or perhaps Euthanasia will be legalized and it won’t be our choice, but someone whose focus is on the purse strings and views us as a hindrance to balancing the budget instead of a person of worth, so of course we will be expendable. Sadly when life has little value which is the real face of Abortion… then where does it end?
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I found this to be the hardest message I have even written but knowing how many babies are being aborted today and also the lies that are being told, when I first wrote it I prayed for the courage to forward it on and I’m doing that again now, making yourself vulnerable is not always easy but the one thing that motivates my heart is that it may save a Child’s Life because regardless of how little they are they are still a person of worth.
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Thanking you for your time and concern for God’s Little ones – Christian Love Anne.
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Please note – The Links below are very dynamic and at times disturbing, but they show clearly real deception in regard to Abortion which many are unaware of and perhaps when eyes are opened, hearts will be too and something will than be done to put a stop to this Holocaust of evil.
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The World wide Abortion counters uses one of the more conservative estimates on the number of Abortions world-wide since 1980 (40 Million per year for 30 years) and this equals 1,200,000 Billion (from Lifesitenews)
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This is not including home Abortions with chemicals that kill the fetus or after sex birth control that does the same.
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This is not including home Abortions with chemicals that kill the fetus or after sex birth control that does the same.
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Partial Birth Abortion demonstration, Dr. Lile – http://www.youtube.com
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What So-Called Pro-Choicers Cannot Watch From Start To Finish – http://youtu.be/pB0EIHFHeIw/watch?v=g46hlT_2804&feature=related
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Scripture references for those who have Lost Infants – Deuteronomy 1:39 – Deuteronomy 24:16 – 2 Kings 14: 6 2 Chronicles 25:4 – 2 Samual 12:23 – Matthew 19:13-14 – Psalm 147:3 – Luke 4:18 – Romans 9:11,
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I am at a loss for words, Anne. This is the most moving account I have ever read about the long-term impact of abortion. You bring tears to my eyes.
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You have often brought tears to my eyes too Anna including recently when reading about the heartache and suffering of those inflicted by Satan’s evil.
I remember what I suffered but without the pain now, Jesus has healed me but I look forward to seeing my little ones again which as an Atheist I did not have Hope of.
God is so good I have been sinful more than most but He has showed me Love and Compassion abundantly.
Christian Love Always – Anne.
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I am speechless at the power and poignancy of your testimony!
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I’m Thankful my Testimony touched your heart Debbie, it is a warning that I pray will be passed on…
” The damage of Abortion is not just physical. “
It took me many years to accept the loss of my other six babies but much longer to forgive myself for Aborting my first baby, when I found out the suffering I had inflicted on this helpless child I grieved greatly, yes I’m forgiven but like Paul who claimed to be the worst of sinners I remember my sin too but I also remember my Baby is now with The Lord and has no memory of the suffering and they all have only known Joy and so for this I give heartfelt Thanks to our Merciful and Loving God.
“Christ”ian Love and Blessings – Anne.
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One more reason to long for heaven: to be reunited with loved ones that we “lost” on earth. I will look forward to meeting all your babies in heaven! Love you Annie!
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It was this Truth Debbie that brought great Joy and Peace to me YES, YES , YES I will be reunited with my Babies in Heaven regardless of what False and deceived Teaches claim.
You are so Special Debbie, Thank you.
Blessings – Annie.
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Yes Anne, you sure are a busy person (good kind of busy). Work involved in a lot of areas that the populace for the most part sleep on. Thank you Anne for being you. But then again Anne; God created you and declined your being exempted from difficulties which would outfit you on the behalf of many in need. They have Anne, this can be said of them and Anne has Jesus (and them also).
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It was not God’s will Mike, that I suffered or did He willingly allow it, He hates evil but if He was to stop all evil now which is going to happen in this Generation, He would have to end the World now but He is patient not wanting any whom He knows as His own to be eternally separated from Him, He is giving them time to come to heart repentance, it’s not His will anyone perishes but He also knows those who will and it grieves Him.
Christian Love- Anne
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Yes, indeed Anne
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Thanks for sharing your story Anne, It is very sad to realize what you have gone through but we have overwhelming assurance in our redeemer. Thank God for he has shown his love to you and for keeping you as a testimony of his love.
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Yes Peter it is True, God works all things for good in our lives but He does not plan suffering, it grieves Him, although I have had a lot of heartache, some I caused myself I have been greatly blessed too, perhaps more than I realize, not because of my goodness but because of God’s grace and mercy.
I have missed you Peter, I hope you are planning on Posting soon, your messages are always a blessing with much Truth.
Christian Love – Anne
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I am seeing this for the first time, Grannie Annie!
Everything happens for a purpose.
You have definitely saved more souls than you can imagine, by sharing this your experience.
Ofcourse you are forgiven, and even right here on earth, I am sure you have a son!
I love you so much, Grannie!
Regards to Ron.
Your Son, Teecee.
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I do not believe Son, that God wanted me to suffer as a child like I did (see link below, I’m not sure if you have read it yet) or that He planed for me to abort my Baby and to also be raped by the Doctor who aborted it, God is Love and can do no evil. The Scriptures tell us that chance happens too but in my case it was Carnal Man’s evil motivation and it is why we must put our flesh to death by The Spirit as we choose to walk in His Fruit and He empowers us so we can.
Childhood- https://freedomborn.wordpress.com/2011/09/27/the-early-years-a-little-lost-girl/
I Love you too Son in our Unity in Christ Jesus and His Love never runs cold.
Blessings – Grannie Annie
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God bless you, Anne. I’m deeply saddened to hear of your losses. I worked in a crisis pregnancy center, Sanctity of Life Ministries, for several years. We offered free pregnancy tests, housing, baby clothes and furniture, maternity clothes etc. Sometimes we got phone calls from women suffering from post abortion stress syndrome and referred them to the Christian Action Counsel, which sponsored a Bible study to help these women. Thank you for your courage in posting your story –love & blessings, Sheryl
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Thank you Sheryl for the work you have done to Minister to hurting woman, I too was connected to a Christian Ministry that counseled woman and teenagers wanting Abortions but helped them to decide otherwise and without pressure just Love, sadly in the end those in Leadership became very political and lost their focus .
Thank you again for visiting and sharing it’s appreciated, I believe Sheryl and did from the start that you have a heart of Love for God and others and that will never change in my understanding.
Christian Love Always – Anne
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Thank you, Anne. While I was the secretary at the crisis pregnancy center, I was also pro-life chairman at a church in Northern Virginia. We participated in the March for Life in Washington, etc.
When I was young, I was somewhat indifferent to the abortion issue. But when I was working on a surgical floor (I’m a registered nurse) at Fairfax Hospital, I delivered an aborted baby. The baby was pretty far along–maybe 4 or 5 months. I’ve been pro-life ever since.
Long ago, I had an IUD inserted (before I became a Christian) and later removed. So I may aborted babies without realizing it. I feel sad thinking about. Anyway, it breaks my heart to know that you have endured such pain and loss in your life. One day, you will see all of your precious children in heaven. ❤
By the way, I noticed today that you and I both "liked" a post about Billy Graham's answers to questions about heaven, sin, etc. God hates sin. I hate sin. You hate sin. I still think there's some theological misunderstanding between us that I haven't figured out. If you didn't live on the other side of the world, I'd invite you over for coffee. 🙂 Love, Shalom, and Blessings,
Sheryl Ann (Yes, my middle name is Ann. Your name and my middle name are Hebrew names. Anne/Ann means Grace!)
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Very True Sheryl, my Babies are all in Heaven and have only known Joy, which I now give thanks for. I was abused as a Child and so was my first husband and he was also very abusive himself, I’m not sure what type of Parents we would have made, but for sure we weren’t prepared. I’m not saying that God took my babies lives because of this, He does not intervene that way, they were very weak but I’m at Peace now knowing they are with Him.
Yes very, True, Anne, Annie, Anna, Ann and a few other names, all come from the Hebrew name Hannah, and yes mean Grace.
So you can have more understanding of my Focus Sheryl, I hold firmly to the reality that if ….
God said it!
I believe it!
That settles it!
But even if I didn’t believe it, if God said it, that still settles it!
Also without doubt …..A lie is still a lie even if everyone believes it,The Truth is still the Truth even if it’s rejected.
I have no doubt at all Sheryl that I share God’s Truth, He has confirmed it many times, I asked for His wisdom and empowering and He gave them to me and I don’t doubt that He did, He does not lie. I really don’t care what others say in opposition to His Truth, it just shows their lack not mine, although I pray for them I don’t listen when they reject or water down God’s Truth, I listen to Jesus, He is our only Teacher and I share what He tells me in my heart with the confirmation of Scripture.
I am willing Sheryl if wanted by you to resolve our differences but only with the confirmation of Scripture, if you feel the same please show me where it says in Scripture that we go on sinning when we are Born Again of God’s seed, are perfected in Love and have the mind of Christ.
Blessings – Anne.
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I also believe that the Bible is the word of God. The Bible is truth. I do not believe that we should go on sinning. I need clarification before we go further. Do you believe that since the day you were born-again, you have not sinned? Are you saying that you have never gossiped, never coveted anything, never done anything wrong that you regret since the day you were born again?
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IF that is what you mean, I ask you to consider whom Peter is speaking to in 1 Peter 1: 1 and 1 Peter 2: 1? Also, who is Paul speaking to in 1 Corinthians 11: 17-22? Are they not born-again yet needing instruction?
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Sheryl to respond to your questions I need to know first if you have asked for God’s empowering and wisdom and believe you have received them, without them we cannot understand God’s written word, they are His Heart Focus, His Thoughts and His Guidelines for Victorious Living.
Matthew 7:7-8 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
Proverbs 4:7 Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all thy getting get understanding.
James 1:5-6 If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed. For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord. A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.
Luke 11:13….. how much more shall your Heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask Him?
Blessings – Anne.
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I often pray for wisdom. “The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom.” I memorized, “If anyone lacks wisdom, let him asked of the Lord.” It’s one of the attributes of God. The others are God is love, all-knowing, omnipresent, just, unchangeable, sovereign, omnipotent, holy, good, and faithful. I’ve been baptized with water and by the Holy Spirit. I read the Bible every day. I hope we’re on the same page so to speak.
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It might me to know your denomination. I remember you said that you agreed with my “Statement of Faith.”
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I will give you a link Sheryl that shares about God’s Wisdom to save detail and I would like to continue sharing with you in my Garden Sanctuary, let me know if that is alright with you.
Wisdom- http://alifeofhopeandjoy.wordpress.com/2011/11/16/the-gaining-of-wisdom/
I have been a member of two Churches, the Church of Christ Church, not the Mormons Cult, and a Baptist Church and because of my Ministries and beliefs, I have visited and been part of for a short time many others.
I was Baptized over 34 years ago in the Church of Christ Church but I did not come to True heart repentance till 18 years ago, at this time after being Anointed by an Elder in my Church who heard my confession, I was Miraculously Healed of two life threatening conditions but in Truth I belong to God’s World wide Church which is of the heart, it’s not a Denomination, although there are Christians from all Denomination who are part of it.
Christian Love Always – Anne.
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I visited your wisdom site. The verse that led me to the Lord 35 years ago was I Corinthians 1: 25. “the foolishness of God [the cross] is wiser than men . . . .” My dad was a Methodist minister. After I became a believer, I attended a conservative Episcopal Church and later joined a Baptist church. I was a member of a Baptist church for many years. Started attending a Messianic Jewish congregation (made up of Jews and Gentiles who believe in Jesus) four years ago and joined three years ago.
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Ron was also a Pastor Sheryl before he retired and we moved to Queensland, so like you I have had experience of what it’s like to have Church 24/7, Ron is the Administrator now and Secretary of a Church of Christ not far from home but he has mostly been the Senior Elder because of his age and experience he often Preachers too.
What is important to remember as I said before, it is not the Denomination we belong too or what our role is in the Church, it’s our heart focus that really matters, some will say Lord, Lord and yet will be sent away.
Blessings – Anne
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Dear Annie, I just shared this on my fb page, and on my twitter account. I believe in you my friend!
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Wow that is so encouraging Debbie, I have been thinking of starting Facebook again but having had problems before I’m not too sure, anyway it was very kind of you to share my stories with your friends and is very much appreciated, I believe very much in you too.
Christian Love – Annie
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I also just added your blog to my bogs I like in my sidebar.
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You are also in my sidebar too Debbie, you have a great message to share.
Blessings – Anne
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Thank you , Anne. I appreciate it.
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What an inspiring Story. Just shows what Jesus can do for any of us. Thanks for sharing it.
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Thanks for visiting and sharing Wally and yes Jesus rescues and restores, I found this message hard to write, not just because it brought back memories but because it reminded me of the murder of little innocent Babies and that they suffer when they are Aborted but I give thanks they are all in Heaven now safe in our Lord’s Loving Arms.
Blessings – Anne
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So amazing! I’m glad God gave you the boldness to write this. Your point about euthanasia and expendable humans really hit the nail on the head. Where does it end? God bless you for sharing.
Love, Ufuo.
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Yes Ufuo you are right, Medicine which is one of God’s healing tools can be used by man to destroy life too, if only I had known what I know now, I was deceived that my baby was just like a chooks egg even though it was a fully formed human being and suffered when being Aborted, thankfully he or she will have no memory of this now.
There is so much evil deception being believed by many, I have great respect for you Ufuo in your standing up for God’s Truth, some water it down or they twist it, God bless you as you seek to correct these errors.
Christian Love – Anne
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Thanks Anne! We do it as Soldiers of God!
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Yes True Ufuo, being in the Woman’s nurturing division of God’s Army, we have a very important role, which we are greatly blessed in.
My Mum use to say Annie carries her banner and I think you do too Ufuo only it’s not our Banner anymore but Jesus’ The King of Kings.
Blessings – Anne.
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Yes Anne! I carry it proudly and humbly 🙂
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So do I Ufuo and also with Pride in who I am in Christ Jesus , we are Royalty, Princesses of The King of Kings, part of a Royal Nation, chosen and belonging to God our Awesome Abba Father, How good is that!
1 Peter 2: 9-10 But ye are a Chosen generation, a royal Priesthood, an Holy Nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of Him who hath called you out of darkness into His marvellous Light; Which in time past were not a people, but are now the people of God: which had not obtained mercy, but now have obtained mercy.
Christian Love – Anne.
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🙂 yeah!
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I actually have a blog build on these verses. It is called THE ORACLE, http://www.oraclesforliving.org. I think you might like it too, and may want to share the content, particularly the pages. One of them is COUNTING THE COST at http://wp.me/P2Ldu0-1b. It’s my ministry blog, while ufuomaee.com is my sounding board for personal lessons learned.
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Thanks Ufuoma, I will look forward to checking out your links tomorrow, they sound good .
Blessings – Anne
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Thank you for sharing your life story. It is really powerful. I wanted to share a positive story here. My grandmother was advised to have an abortion when she was pregnant with my father in the 1950’s, because she had nearly died giving birth to her previous child. However she refused, saying, “The baby must be here for a reason.” She trusted God, and put her life and her child’s life in His hands. My father was born safely. As an adult he has been a missionary and pastor, and is a very caring person who reaches out to others in need. His children are all believers and are bringing their children up to love Jesus. I can see the legacy of my grandmother’s faith. She is an ordinary woman, not a ‘great saint’ at all, but her decision all those years ago has had far-reaching impact, and I believe will continue to do so for generations to come.
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isaiah41v10 I’m in tears now, I’m so filled with Joy reading your story, a baby was saved how God rejoices too, although He never afflicts us including babies, He does know those who are His and His plans are always for good. All Children are under His grace because of not being able to understand but when one is saved from death all Heaven rejoices the same when one sinner repents.
Thank you so much isaiah41v10 for sharing and for visiting, you have blessed me greatly, it is like I was given a big gift, it’s hard to explain but it’s a warm feeling in my heart.
Christian Love – Anne
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Thank You Anne for allowing me to cry. It has been such a very long time since I have. I was part of an abortion so many years ago myself. Men tend to think it only effects the woman but I am a living testimony that God has forgiven me and I, too, am disturbed my my actions to this day at the age of 63. To others I must write that if you have not read this entire blog your are missing the beautiful testimony of one of God’s glorious children.
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Wow Andy I’m humbled by your kind words, but sad that you too suffered loss of worth, but as you know, in Christ Jesus it is restored an He takes our sin as far as the east is to the west and chooses not to remember them.
What gives me Peace is, I remember always my babies have only known Joy and yours too.
I will be in touch soon – Christian Love – Anne
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Thanks Anne! God bless!
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Thank You for sharing Anne. I have a similar story only I was in my 20’s. Like you, God was gracious and brought healing to me in regards to the abortion. He told me my son’s name was Joey and was with Him. Later, I married and had 3 beautiful daughters. Then right after my mother passed away suddenly, I found I was pregnant at 45. After the shock, I was thrilled as I know my mother would have been thrilled. I had a dream and God told me his name was Gabriel Lucas. A few weeks later I miscarried, so I have two sons with Jesus that I cannot wait to meet one day.
I have tremendous regret for the choice I was pressured to make many years ago, but God is so good and has restored what the locust have eaten. There truly is healing and restoration found in Him. May blessings be yours as you continue to share the heart of the Father.
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Thank you Gayle for sharing from your heart, it is wonderful to look back and see God working even in the hard times in our life.
Take Care Christian Love Always- Anne
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How sad, and so many believe the lies of the abortion industry (a demonic spirit I am sure). THank you for sharing. Ang
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Hi Angie, the number of babies being killed is frightening, God grieves greatly as He did before the flood and when the Pagan Nations also sacrificed their Babies to their gods He sent his people to stop them, today they sacrifice their babies to differant gods but they are still gods and He will soon stop this abomonation.
Thanks for sharing Angie – Christian Love Anne
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Dear Anne, I am so sorry ….My heart aches for you, may God comfort you and give you peace. Thank you for sharing your story I know it was hard to write, but I also know it will help someone who is in the same situation. Also about Jodie, I used to be a driver for a place that took people with disabilities to run errands and the doctor. I met some very very wonderful people who had all different kinds of disabilities from physical to mental. Every day I came home from work feeling blessed by someone I had met that day. The were some of the brightest sunniest loving people I had ever met. Thanks again for sharing your stories of you life and God bless you 🙂
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Hi T, thank you my friend for your compassion, I do not carry the shame or the pain as I have repented from the heart and Jesus has been good to me, healing and restoring me and choosing not to remember my sin. This is not saying I will never consider it of no consequence that I aborted my Baby but I also have compassion for a lost girl who was confused and frightened and desperately needing to be Loved and so does God but I no longer seek to live in a way that hurts God, others and myself, not because I have to but because I want to, my heart tells me so.
Many do not understand what wilful sins are and condemn others but we are always accountable when we do understand if we continue to sin without repentance which means stopping the evil we are doing and seeking to do good, we must never water down or ignore God’s guidelines to continue on with our own agenda, sin brings pain and spiritual death.
Jodie was a great Joy to me it was hard leaving her when I moved but she will always be in my heart as will the Joy she gave me.
Thank you T for sharing, I have been blessed by you doing so not just on my Blog but on yours too, Wow we have indeed walked in the same shoes, you are a blessing and I Love you in The Lord.
Christian Love Anne
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Thanks Anne, for sharing your story. I sincerely hope it makes people think twice before taking a step that could ruin their lives.
I came face to face with this, in a minor way, but my loving Father saw me through. My first three pregnancies were happy times with no problems and produced three big boys (10 lb 7 oz to 10 lb 9 oz). I miscarried, for no obvious reason, the next few, up to 20 weeks gestation. I suffered dreadful depression and my doctor explained that when a baby is miscarried after 12 weeks gestation, the hormones don’t return to normal. When I went to see him again and he said I was pregnant, he said he would make arrangements for a D & C because he didn’t think I could take another miscarriage and it would BE “IMPOSSIBLE” for me to carry full term.
I am thankful he used that word “impossible’ because my immediate response was “With God all things are possible”. My fourth son was born, 12 lbs 5 ozs. I had no troubles carrying or birthing him and he is fit and healthy. Later, my fifth son was born (13 lbs) and he again was healthy and I had no troubles. All were normal births. All five (now aged 36-51) are still in perfect health.
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Hi Angela I too hope people will think before they take a life for what ever reason, a child has a right to live the same as we had. I have another Link that shares how God healed me, yes I still think about my babies but God has blessed me greatly in many ways and continues to do so.
Blog Link – https://freedomborn.wordpress.com/2011/09/22/jesus-holds-my-babies/
Christian Love Anne.
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Hi Angela, I just was pondering again on your comment, what wonderful Hope you shared thank you and what a wonderful witness of Faith.
A Truth that touched my heart as I read your faith filled comment was*
*Someone once said Hope is the Denial of reality, but Hope is always based in reality, although its reality is only seen by those who have Faith.
God bless you greatly my dear friend and Sister.
Christian Love Annie.
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Annie, I am sorry. My heart breaks for each one that has been lied to like you were. And when you are so young, how can you really know? I was 17 when I had my son, and looking back, I am so thankful that I had a mom who was so supportive and encouraging; and that his dad was willing to step up and take over the responsibilities of being a dad. I don’t know how I would have managed otherwise. Prayers for God’s strength and peace to fill you.
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Thank you Dru for caring, I’m very pleased you had support, I have had so much healing from the Lord but yes I still remember but now the pain is no longer there, but it was still hard to write because I’m very upset about the mass slaughter of inocent babies, it greives me greatly, so how very much more must it grieve God.
Christian Love Annie
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Thank you for sharing this post…most people only think of the physical trauma of abortions. The emotional pain is real and long lasting.
Jillian
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So True Surviving the Storm, I suffered deep depression, yes the loss of my other babies was felt but the little one I deleted cannot and never will be deleted in my heart, perhaps if there had been someone to talk to who could have helped me make the right decision, my babies would be alive today, we need to support those Organisations who do stand up against Abortion, they are our voice in this hurting world.
Thank you for caring – Christian Love Anne
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OOh Anne…I am so sorry…
What decisions we make while young, many times, and look back with horror at what we’ve done. Yes, we all have been there, whether abortion, adultery, cruelty, hatred, spite…on and on. May the tender hand of God always touch your spirit with his love and peace. I reach out to you with understanding, love, peace and a firm but gentle hug.
Love, 🙂
Jeanne
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Thank you for your compassion Jeanne I would love your hug right now, I was checking the the amount of Abortions preformed world wide, it is staggering, I can’t stop crying, oh please come back soon Jesus.
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Oh my God in heaven above… we have the millions of dead babies on our hands.
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It was why I found this message so hard to write Debbie it breaks my heart to know how much the babies suffer when their being aborted, as Christians we need to make a firm stand against it and not look the other way as some do.
Thanks for visiting and sharing your a blessing – Anne
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I felt your story combined with the partial birth video from utube was one of the most powerful combination on abortion I’ve ever read. That’s why I put it out there for my almost 2,000 contacts. I’ll be interested to hear and see if any of many of my very vocal friends will take a stand.
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Yes abortion is such a grevious thing, all it brings is heartache and lose, we ache for those who make that choice and pray they ask to be forgiven.
Ron
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Yes it is a hard thing to come to terms with, facing the Truth that you have murdered your own Child which not only hurts the Child but God and ourselves too, this is were heart repentance is needed, to believe as I was told it is a nothing just a egg like thing, is a lie of Satan but regardless we are still accountable for killing a baby and some times torturing the Baby before it dies God knows a child in the flesh from the time it is conceived and from eternity in His heart..
Christian Love Anne.
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Just want to add no one has to make that choice because it is not ours to make we cannot choose to deny anybody the right to life, if they are concieved they like us have every right to live.
Christian Love Anne.
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You are so right Anne
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Thanks for caring pureheart33 this is a very hard issue that many people prefer to avoid but unless as Christians we stand up against it, the harsh reality is that many many more helpless babies over 1.2 million a year in America alone 93% of them occur for social reasons (i.e. the child is unwanted or inconvenient) it is less in Australia but increasing, will continue to be tortured and killed…silence is not always golden…. how God must grieve!
Christian Love Anne
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